Breathe (3:38 am)

It is currently 3:38 am and I am sitting on the office chair with my computor eating an apple. Why am I not cuddled up in my warm bed fast asleep dreaming about tropical beaches and sunshine? Well, its a very simple answer: SPIDERS! I was jolted awake tonight at 1:30 am by a intense tickling on my nose, I opened my eyes to see myself starng face to face with a huge brown spider with spindly legs and huge teeth. I leaped out of bed, franctically brushing it off and turned on the light to see it scuttle underneath my covers. Now I cant find it and there is another one on the wall next to my bed. stupid spiders! There are currently 3 spiders of the same species in my house: 2 are near my bed and one is trapped underneath a cup in the bathroom. I hate them but I cant stand killing them! They havnt given me a reason to kill them (yet) and they have the same right to survival as I do. If only they so creepy!  So now I either have to suck it up and sleep in my spider invested bed, or find somewhere else to sleep. Or I can stay up. I hate spiders, I HATE spiders!!!  I feel like Ross from F.R.I.E.N.D.S. there is a scene where he and Rachel are at the park with Emma, and they are arguing because Rachel is terrified of swings. She teases him because hes afraid of spiders, and then minute she says the word, he jumps up screaming " WHERE WHERE?!?! GET IT OFF OF MEEE!!!". Just the sheer thought of a spider freaked him out, I am def where Ross is right now. Ewwwwww spiders.