Feeling Contemplative....Survey Time!

1. Would you make a fool out of yourself in public if it meant you were making your partner laugh?

Yes, totally. Making somebody else happy is like, the best feeling in the world. I love making people laugh, even if I do  end up making a total fool out of myself. I just wish I could get over this shy/awkward thing so I can do it more often.

2. Would you prefer the lights on or off while watching a movie?

Off, we have to make the "official movie theater" feel! Except when we're eating something super messy, like nachos or cherries jubilee, then the lights can stay on.

3. Do you judge people solely by their musical preferences?

No, but if we have musical disagreements there may be some trouble. Im mostly open to all music, except for like hard core gangster rap. That I cant stand. Oh, and I also cant stand all that lovey-dovey crap music right now, but hopefully that'll change in May when I dont constantly have to avoid certain people so my heart wont crack in two.

4. If you could 'take back' anything in life, would you?

"No regrets, only experiences", I wish that was just like engraved in my brain because I keep going back in this vicious circle looking at that one night where I freaked out and didnt go, and thinking that things would be 100% different if I had but then telling myself that what happened still would of happened, only one night earlier. And then going back to the "What if I had  just gone over?" question that will probably haunt me forever. 

So yes, I would.

5. What to you really want?

All I want is for somebody to see right through the mask I put on every morning. For somebody to look me straight in the eye and say "Kathleen Ann Stahler, I see you right down to the very core" and to listen to what I have to say and tell me Im perfect just the way I am. But Im also afraid that they will recoil at what they see and run at a zillion miles per hour in the opposite direction screaming "what the hell to you think your doing with your life?!?!?".

6. Do you need to know everything about someone's past?

Not absolutely every little detail of someone's life (like how many pens they bought last week), but def the big milestones (like graduations, awards, family trips, etc). 

7. It is more worthwhile and satisfying to improve the world or appreciate the world?

Its equally both.

8. Do you feel you have a purpose or calling in life?

Hell yeah! I'm super stoked with my life right now, and Im very sure that Im taking the right path that will lead to something BIG. A big discovery of an ancient civilization, or a life changing field expedition or a chance to intern with a famous anthropologist. I cant wait.

9. Do you believe that dreams can be messages from a "higher level"?

Yes they are, and I think people dont "listen" to them as much as they should. This may sound crazy, but I "listen" to my dreams all the time, and for the most part have made the right decisions based off them. I'm a very active dreamer, and Im sure I scared people off several times with my sleepwalking/talking.

10. Would you rather have a great friend you could share everything with or a great lover you can't really talk to?

A great friend for sure! Best friends are waaayyy better than boyfriends because you can tell them anything and they wont judge your, or dump you. They are almost like soulmates, but better because you can have more than one.

11. What if your favorite subject in school?

Right now I really like my Magic and Healing class. Right now were are learning about demons and the spirit world. Fascinating!

12. Do you have any pets?

Yes, I have my two very handsome kitties at home. We found them 3 years ago when they wandered into our yard as kittens, and have since adopted them. At first we thought they were sisters, so we decided to name them Dawn and Twilight after our favorite vampire series. We changed that after the vet told us they were actually brothers, because well, those arnt very manly names. They went through several name changes; Prince and Jefferson, Prince and Patrick, Purple Cat and Patriotic Cat, Fat Cat and Skinny Cat, Kitty and Little Kitty. And now we have finally settled on Pat and Pur (shortened from Purple Cat and Patriotic Cat). I love them, they are my babies. I can just tell that in 80 years Im going to be the Crazy Cat Lady.

13. Do you have any sworn enemies?

Well, the obvious one; Lord Voldemort. He is everybody's first sworn enemy. I dont know if I have any actual enemies, but I have a few people I highly dislike at the moment: My Dentist, Seminar Teacher, Exes, My Dentist, Justin Bieber, The Person Who Invented Homework, My Dentist, My Dentist and My Dentist.

Did I mention I dislike my dentist?

14.What do you like most about yourself?

My eyes, they are def my best feature.

15. Did America really put a man on the moon?

I think they did, Idk though. Theres this new movie coming out in April that suposedly has "forgotten footage" of what really happened on that first trip up to the moon. It sounds very much like "Alien" meets "Paranormal Acitivity". It should be intersting. 

16. Would you like to date someone a lot purer than you?

 It depends on the definition of pure. If "Pure" means perfect, straight A, good future, doesnt-ever-do-anything-wrong, than this has happened to me and when he realized that im not, he dumped me. For future relationships I will have to measure our pureness and make sure they are equal.

Pure could mean lots of things though.

17. Generally, in life, what makes you happy?

Lots of things: friends, hope, family, laughter, good grades, a good book, getting all green lights while driving, texting your crush, daydreaming, watching movies, feeling excited, cats, kittens, Meow Meow, red nail polish, cherries, the nicknames I give people inside my head, windy days, the beach, holding hands etc.